Ungodly fruit

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We're just like other people. We love to sing, we love to dance. We admire beautiful women, we're human. And sometimes ... very human.

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'If I had been downright honest with myself, I would have seen very plainly in my heart that I did but half fancy being committed this way to so long a voyage...But when a man suspects any wrong, it sometimes happens that if he be already involved in the matter, he insensibly strives to cover up his suspicions even from himself. And much this way it was with me. I said nothing, and tried to think nothing..."

(Herman Melville)

Fire with fire

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You can see that you’re being surrounded every direction,
Love was just something you found to add to your collection,
It used to seem we were number one, but now it sounds so far away,
I had a dream we were running from some blazing arrows yesterday,

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You said fight fire with fire,

fire with fire, fire with fire
Through desire, desi- sire, desi-, through your desire !!:X

Smokey taboo

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They call her smokey taboo. I got your name tatooed. High like a helium balloon Midnight to noon. I'm a desert child. And mountains make me nauseous. I like to look up wild At an infinite sky, Twinkling with diamonds It's true.

I get depressed in fancy hotel rooms, Undressed. With nothing to flaunt but my lonelyness. Thinking of the night song of your head Premature as evening falls across to me
Interrupted by the sirens in the streets :X

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Until we Bleed

I'm naked ...

I'm numb

I'm stupid ...

I'm staying

And if Cupid's got a gun, then he's shootin' ...

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So we're bound to linger on

We drink the fatal drop ...

Then love until we bleed

Then fall apart in parts ...

He heals me

The moment that we met, he made me smile.
He has so much compassion in his eyes
I have no idea, how long he'll be here
A season or a lifetime, forever or a year

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He heals me
He knows the real me
And he accepts me, he never hurts me

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Purfect 10

Love it!! :">... "nu ma tem deci nu te teme" :X

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You make it so easy :*:* ...

But I know...

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So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
and nothing else matters

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Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know :X

The only Exception

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I've got a tight grip on reality

But i can't let go of what's in front of me here

I know you're leaving,

In the morning, when you wake up

Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream ...

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And i'm on my way to believing ...

Friends ... with love!

Nu credeam niciodata ca am sa simt ca distantele se injumatatesc intr-un ochi de prieten bun. Nu credeam ca inima poate sa-mi bata cu putere, atat de tare incat sa-i aud bataile din afara, din afara trupului. Nu credeam ca intr-un minut, haosul, agonia de emotii ambalate in vid, se pot evapora deodata, si toate temerile, toate fricile strans legate de trup si de suflet, se pot dezlega...

Multumesc Fadwa, Cristinuta, Cristi, Klin, Roxana, Alexandra, Pruny, Florin, Alina, Dani, Raluca, Oana, Biki, Adriana, Vlad, Alex, Udruts, Cornel, Vio, Claudiu! Sunteti minunati!

Ma plimbam cu A. incercand sa recuperam timpul pierdut strans in saptamanile cu master si alte nebunii. El era plecat la S. impreuna cu prietenii lui iar F. renuntase sa mai plece la T. din cauza "excesului de dragoste" cu o seara anterioara (lets call it this way hon). Urma sa fie o seara placuta de sambata, cu discutii interminabile despre una..despre altele, prin care puteam sa trec peste stresul interviului, peste zilele impartite si durerea de cap.

"Hai sa termin ce aveam de zis! Apoi intram." mi-a zis ea. Asa ca vorbele si gandurile s-au amestecat, fara sa banuiasca nicio clipa ca ordinea avea sa le fie stricata. Cand m-am apropiat de usa am recunoscut cateva persoane. M-am intors speriata si i-am zis "Ce cauta toti oamenii astia aici?" Nici prin cap nu-mi trecea ca inauntru, oamenii dragi mie ma asteptau. Am incremenit! El nu era la S. ci era acolo, printre baloane, zambind. C nu era in Bucuresti ci ma imbratisa cu drag, K si R. nu erau acasa ci ma priveau cu drag de la masa. Nu cred ca pot sa descriu in cuvinte tot ce am simtit in momentul ala! F. ma privea la fel de emotionata si eu simteam ca plutesc. Curand, m-am dezmeticit, mi-am sters rimelul si m-am asezat in capul mesei pe care o s-o pastrez mult timp in gand si in suflet. A fost o seara minunata, mult peste ceea ce credeam ca pot sa simt, mult peste ceea ce credeam ca mai exista, mult peste asteptarile mele.

Sunteti minunati!!

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Lotta love!! [P.S. this isn't goodbye]

Gotta say mm...

... E placut. Daca ar putea sa inchida ochii, cu manecile suflecate ar putea sa simta vantul cum trezeste iarba. Pe pamantul umed, talpile ar lasa urma pasilor timizi, poate fricosi, necunoscatori. In zare, lumina ar cadea in valuri, rafale de sageti ce i-ar strapunge fiecare celula, fiecare por. Nu sunt ferestre, nici usi. Nimic nu ramane prins, nimic nu pierde esenta clipelor ce nu cunosc drumul inapoi. Ar putea sa cante. Ar putea sa scrie alta poveste. Ar putea sa asculte ...

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Angus and Julia Stone - Paper Aeroplane

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I spilled the ink across the page trying to spell your name
So I fold it up and i flick it out
Paper Aeroplane
It wont fly the seven seas to you
Cause It didnt leave my room
But it awaits the hands of someone else
The garbage man ...

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For some reason, i am afraid...

9/9/10

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I'm unclean, a libertine
And every time you vent your spleen,
I seem to lose the power of speech,
Your slipping slowly from my reach.
You grow me like an evergreen,
You never see the lonely me at all...

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Placebo - Without you I'm nothing

It's Here!!

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Sssssssmokin'!!!:D

[:*]

Save Room

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Goo' Day!

Nine Inch Nails

"Baby making music":

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I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything...

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i still recall the taste of your tears.
echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears.
my favorite dreams of you still wash ashore.
scraping through my head 'till i don't want to sleep anymore.

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this i call MUSIC :X

unu fix

Such a nice day!:D Bai ce-mi place melodia asta:

Noapte buna bai frumosilor! [si o sa razi ca ti-am luat vorba :-"]

Lotta luv, M.

Frumos

Tocmai cand sa-mi beau cafeaua, n-a mai avut rabdare si m-a pus sa-mi verific mailul. "Frumoasa surpriza" i-am zis. E mai mult decat frumoasa! :">:*

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'Cause I've been walkin'
I've been thinkin'
I've been lookin' at you
Sideways
Yeah I've been movin'
I've been dreamin'
I've been lookin' at you
Sideways

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Lotta luv!

Yeah baby

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Just gonna stand there and watch me burn

Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

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Lotta love...

Creep

I don't care if it hurts,
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

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She's running out the door
She's running out
She run run run run...
run...

Any other name

The body is a house of many windows: there we all sit, showing ourselves and crying on the passers-by to come and love us. ~Robert Louis Stevenson

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Who has not sat, afraid, before his own heart's curtain? ~Rainer Maria Rilke